January 2009
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closer
Larry: She doesn't want to be happy.
Dan: Everybody wants to be happy.
Larry: Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing.
“Death is the road to awe.”
– The Fountain
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scotland's
the feeling is still very fresh. it’s so overwhelming that i want to cry. cry for so many reasons.
cry because i can finally put colours to the songs. cry because the lights were amazing. cry because i was camera-less. cry because i felt really alone. cry because i didn’t stay on to meet them in person. cry because mogwai was just brilliant tonight. cry because of all the people who...
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happy songs
I will be on a Mogwai binge till Friday. I will listen to nothing else except for Mogwai. And a bit of Fleet Foxes. I will recover. I will not let social anxiety ruin the moment.
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epic
I love those four letters. So short for a word with its meaning. 1) My brain.
Sometimes, I feel it is in overdrive mode. Scientifically, it doesn’t stop working at all. It’s such an amazing organ. Synaesthesia is one of the coolest neurological condition ever, to me that is. I wish I was synaesthetic. I want my sense of hearing to be connected with my sight. Or maybe, I can visualize...
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“We lived the same life: we would vanish into the same death. We were like...”
– The Lazarus Project, Aleksandar Hemon
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i am
for secrets to keep.
this is because i’m sad.